I’m sure anyone can relate with me when I say I just want to do what’s best for me.
Unfortunately since 2017 started,
I haven’t been the best at doing that,
I haven’t been the best at listening to myself and following my hearts deepest desires.
I actually confess that I don’t think I have done that ever!
Not truly and not wholeheartedly.
When I found out that the guy I loved betrayed me.
It absolutely broke my heart, the thought repulsed me soo much my stomach refused to hold down any food.
“When somebody shows you who they are, believe them” – Lily Collins.
It forced me to wake up to my reality and admit that he was capable of doing such a thing.
With all this crap going on in my life, I finally made a choice to let my heart heal. Everything I had done had lead me further away from who I was.
“Don’t give up what you really want for something you think you want in that moment”.
I always thought that if I listened to my feelings it would lead me to where my heart wanted me to be.
But when your mind is telling you something else, there’s a good chance your instinct is trying to tell you something. Trust it.
Your feelings are not always your desires.
Desires can be short lived but what you want is what you truly long for. Like a family or to get married those are the things I long for. Not a cupcake, not a holiday to an exotic island. – Johan helped me realise that.
It’s not about whether or not life throws you sour lemons, because that’s life.
Its about the sugar you let sweeten your lemonade that will effect your life.
It’s your choices that determine where you end up, not the choices of others.
Remember, you have a choice.
Get your power back.
Don’t listen to anyone who tells you,
you aren’t enough.
Claim back the life you deserve to live
That’s the life you really want to live.